Hurting myself 💙✒📃

Hurting myself


I'll stick this dagger in my heart so you don't suffer
I will take these nails from your hands and I will carry your cross
Get all the air out of my lungs when you can't breathe anymore
I can do it for love
Just so you don't suffer

Put this crown of thorns on my head
When your demons are disturbing your mind
Remove my skin when your bones are cold
I can do it for love
Just so you don't suffer

I will hurt myself
So you don't get hurt
I will break my heart
To keep your heart whole

You do not need to apologize
There is no regret when we truly love
This rope always breaks on the weak side
I'm already used to it
Leave this shit to me
I can do it for love
Just so you don't suffer

I took all the rose thorns I gave you
You never noticed the blood on my hands
Because your white towels were always clean

I know this was not so easy for you
But we always tell each other the truth
I can do it for you
Just so you don't suffer

All the cuts from your wrists I transferred to me
I marked my body every time you went to hell
I always brought you back
Even if I couldn't go back

Love gives us redemption
To free ourselves from our own prisons
That's why I'm here
I am here for you
I'm here for love
Leave this shit to me
I can do it for love
Just so you don't suffer



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Dream Paradox 💙✒📃

Dream Paradox


In my nightmares I find my escape
I walk the sharp razors without cutting my feet
There is a force each time you resist the resistance.
Sometimes our reality is more terrible than our nightmares
I find everything I need in this imaginary box under my bed
It's like a dream paradox in reality
This door has no lock but you can open it outside
When everyone is crazy are you awake

Lies are worth more than truths
In sick world and full of killers
The blood is true and tears hurt the heart
I wish this was a nightmare
But this is reality within reality

I do not have the cure for this epidemic
Evil is an incurable disease.
I try to hug the world with my arms
But I don't have enough arms to embrace the world.
Maybe I will find someone who also believes in the impossible
Within a dream there is always another dream we can dream of

In this mirror there is only the reflection of a sick world
It's sad to try to live in this reality
We build our dreams along with our strongholds

It's too dark on the other side of this door.
There is a light deep inside
But only those who have love in their hearts can turn on this light.

I always have this dream when I live this reality


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Closer to Angels 💙✒📃

Closer to Angels


I don't wanna believe I lost you
I'd rather believe this is just a storm
That will be leaving soon
We write this love together
We sew all these threads in our hearts
We cried together when it was all silence
We made love under this star floor
We plunge into the depths of this love
When everything was blue

You have always been in my heart
True love comes only once
I always knew it was you
When I held you in my arms
You came to me
Just as life comes to this world
You came like a good dream
A dream that I can't stop dreaming
Each time I say your name
I feel this love in my heart
I know you feel it too
Even if my hands can't touch you

All our dreams are still on this horizon.
Our promises of love were written in gold.
You are the life of my life
You are the light of my light
I wouldn't exist if you didn't exist
Whenever I think of you I see the light of this love

I always held you in my arms
I always wiped your tears
I danced with you the beautiful songs of your heart
Our eyes always looked in the same direction.

You're the reason I'm here and the reason everything exists
The woman of my dreams
My one true love

I dream about you even on cloudy days
I dream about you even when I'm awake
When I am with you my dreams come true
Whenever I'm with you I feel closer to angels

This life will never be bigger than the love I feel for you
Not one star will be able to shine brighter in the sky
Than the love I feel for you
The brightest stars are in your eyes
These stars came to you when I fell in love with you
When God wrote our story
He knew this love was forever


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The stars don't exist without you 💙✒📃

The stars don't exist without you


I don't wanna cry tonight
But it's impossible to watch the stars shining up there
And don't think about you
I want to kiss your mouth when I'm thirsty
I want to hug your body when I'm cold
I want to feel your heart next to mine

Your love is the guiding star
Without you I'm like an astronaut lost in space
Baby I need your love
Don't leave me alone tonight
The stars don't exist without you

I could watch a movie and try to fool the time
But whenever I look sideways
You will not be here
I could go somewhere
And walk till my shoes get worn
But my heart would still be beating for you
Even if my steps were uncertain

I can not fool my heart
I can't lie to myself
Night can turn my tears into shooting stars
But I can't cry in silence when I think of you
I miss you and I miss everything we're still going to do together

You fill my heart with light
You fill all my spaces
Without you everything is so sad
Without you everything is darkness
It's like an eclipse trapped in the sky

I don't wanna feel this pain in my heart anymore
I want to have my love here with me
I want to open this door for you to enter
Before this night takes me in his sad arms

Your love is the guiding star
Without you I'm like an astronaut lost in space
Baby I need your love
Don't leave me alone tonight
The stars don't exist without you


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Blindfolded 💙✒📃

Blindfolded


Maybe your eyes could see
What only your heart can feel
But you prefer to stay in darkness
Do you prefer to keep your eyes blindfolded
Can't you see that our love is still here

We had a story
That was enough to move on.
We beat all the storms
When everything seemed impossible
We did all this in the name of this love.
But you preferred to leave before we started

I always knew we wouldn't make it to the end
Even though I believed we would be together

Our love was like this blue sky that protects us
We were safe when we were holding each other with our love.
Now we are separated by two worlds
These walls will tear our hearts apart forever.
Even if I extend my arms
It will be impossible to hug you
Life is like a moving train
Love can't wait forever this season

All this time we wait to be together
It was like a train passing this station
I could wait forever
But you're still blindfolded
You would never be able to see me here

I don't want to walk in circles anymore
I don't wanna lose myself in this maze anymore
I wish I could hug you now
But every time I feel the wind blow in this abandoned season
I remember you will never arrive

It's hard to say goodbye to love when love is still here
But time is cruel to those who expect too much
It's hard to say goodbye
But now I'm not blindfolded
Now I see how far you are from me


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Missing Promises 💙✒📃

Missing Promises


I still try to keep these promises in my heart
I try to keep this flame burning before the darkness blinds my eyes
You remain here as a memory haunting my mind
This knife goes through my chest every time I think of you
Every day I die a little so you can forget me

Everything could be different if all these promises were kept.
But you forgot everything we lived together in the name of this love
All these open doors are like mirrors reflecting your neglect
You always knew what's in my heart
All the promises I made to you were sealed with the kiss of this love.
You just needed to believe this when everything was within our grasp.
But you preferred to stay with your past instead of embracing this love with me

I tried to bring you back but I can't sink in this quicksand with you
I can't open your eyes if you prefer to stay in darkness
All the promises are lost because you didn't believe in my love.
Trying to bring you back is like punching the tips of these knives that stab my heart
Who am I to you? Just your ghost?

I don't wanna try to reach the unreachable anymore
Love is so rare for those who wait for love.
I still believe it is possible to live this honestly
We just need to have the courage to move on while this flame is burning in our hearts.



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Welcome 2020 👑

Be careful not to keep your eyes closed too long .....


In progress.....



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